remembering

The call that God has placed on mylife still stops me in my tracks. I know and have known for a while that I am different and God has placed a call on my life. I have been confused to what that is but i know He will reveal it to me daily. It wasnt until this week that I was reminded by one of my muslim friends that my life is not my own. I dont know where I forgot that.... because really it has always been inthe back of my head. I cant force my beliefs on anyone and I will never be able to. All I can do it present to them the same love that I know and hope that they can see and feel the same love I know. My friend asked my what my purpose was for coming here and I told him in the name of J i do everything. I hope that my actions can help me be a light that he so desperatly yearns and searchs for.

This week I have been interviewing women for a group to start working with world crafts. It has been really neat I have been able to meet lots of families of all different nationalities. Turkish, bosnian, and albanian I am excited to start this with the women to help provide an income!!

I have also been making friends through different ways of communication... i dont speak macedonian ...... i dont think i ever will but i have been making friends anyway..... I love other forms of communication.

Its like i never left but at the same time i have missed so much.

Please pray that Amber and I find a place to live.... we are living in a hotel right now and it is killing my budget.

Love you all